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Running While Filming, 2025

150 x 140 x 240 cm

16mm film transferred to digital, digital video, VHS digitization


“Running While Filming” is an intimate and political narrative about queer coming-of-age — a slow, painful, and fragmented process of becoming oneself in a world that initially taught you to hide. The video installation combines various visual layers: archival childhood footage; an animation where gender instructions intertwine with athletic movements; a football scene revealing adolescent experiences of homophobia and the desire to rewrite the past; and screen captures of messages from the artist’s mother after coming out, bearing witness to family rejection and the cost of identity. The act of filming while running becomes both a gesture of resistance and survival — a way to exist even in silence. Within these visual and textual layers lie autoethnographic reflections that reveal the intimacy of queer experiences, where unspoken thoughts and unresolved emotions become part of the process of self-acceptance and identity formation within a queer context.I wholeheartedly thank the following people, without whom this installation would not have happened: Egidijus Skudžinskas (sound editing), Rapolas Grinčelaitis (video editing), Emilija Zak (text editing), Vilius Vingras (voice-over, idea for dissemination), Laura Varžgalytė (graphic design of the publication), Bon Alog (filming), Augustas Čičelis (curating), Marija Martinaitytė (curating) Rūta Spelskytė (design of a visual), Aidas Stončius (graphic design for dissemination), Titas Antanas Vilkaitis (risograph printing), Julius Gaižauskas (binding), Aušra Volungė Griškonytė (funding, support), Miki Ambrozy (creative project supervision), Martyna Ratnik and everyone else who was there, supported, and contributed.


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